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15 September 2010 @ 11:59 pm

Hasegawa Miyuki

would like to announce the birth of her son

Hasegawa Fuyushi

5 lbs. and 7oz.




September 15

Current Location: Konoha Hospital
31 August 2010 @ 09:08 am
[Seriously backdated. To some time in April]

Current Mood: worriedworried
02 August 2010 @ 01:53 am

I... I don't know what to think any more. Things have been changing so much so fast...

I haven't seen Sai since the day I modeled for him. I don't think that anyone had been inside his house since then; it's as if he just disapeared into thin air. And I do need to speak to him. It's been nearly eight months and nothing.

I actually went into his house a few months ago; just to see if maybe I could find some clue, or maybe I was hoping that he was just avoiding me. I had been feeling better by that time, so I saw no reason not to - and it wasn't as if I was truely alone. Munin and Hugin were with me; my beautiful boys, they haven't left my side since I summoned them back at Rin's.

It was like walking into a tomb, silence and dust and nothing. NOTHING. He was just gone. Along with his roommate. There wasn't even a mouse to be found. Please forgive me but I just couldn't help myself; I took some of his drawings - the ones I modeled for as well as a few that just pulled at me because they were just so Sai, and a shirt of his that was just lying around. Silly isn't it. We weren't really even dating, didn't really know each other, and yet...


I... I need him. I want him. For one of the few times in my life, I actually felt pretty; like a woman.

But in the end I remain alone. I'm used to it, really. I have always been alone, and I'm ok with it, I guess. Besides, it's not as if I'm literally alone. I have Hugin and Mugin, and Rin's just a day or so's travel away, and so very soon I'll have my little one in my arms. By the gods, I must've knitted an entire stores worth of clothes, blankets, and toys. I've got all the time in the world and the knitting fills up my time as well as anything else. Idle hands and all that.

I just wish that I'd been able to tell him.

For what it's worth, I'm sorry.

Current Mood: restlessrestless
17 March 2010 @ 11:18 am
Sai, we need to talk.
16 February 2010 @ 08:18 pm

Spent most of the past couple of days bent over the toilet 'praying to the porcalin god' as it were. I'm not having an easy time keeping anything down, and the thought of eating anything - even toast - is making me feel nauscious.

Who knew you could get food poisoning from guacamole?

Current Mood: nauseatednauseated
10 January 2010 @ 01:12 am

Ever since the new year started, I've been having strange dreams.  Flashes of memory that I've forgotten abaout and as pale and soft as the painted floating world. A prayer answered in at a shrine to 'never grow old and die alone', peverted by uncaring gods. Being locked away in a frozen tower of time; isolated and untouched. Mindlessly wandering clothing torn and covered in mud and grime, feet bare and bleeding, with no direction except for the ineveitable one-foot-in-front-of-the-other forward.

Something is coming. I can taste it on the wind. Something... I don't know. Things are building up like thunderstorms.

I think it is time to summon Muggin and Huggin to be my companions again. Before I get tossed about like a loose sail at sea.

Current Mood: apprehensive
26 December 2009 @ 02:36 pm
I realize that this is a little out of character for me, but there was a bit of curiosity involved, and once I saw the results I knew that I would have to share them.

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I gave paper_catharsis a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In November I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last month I gave kamizuki_boy a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). In September I committed genocide... Sorry about that, medic_nin_rin (-5000 points). Last Saturday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole sabaku_shinzui's purse (30 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-4924 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!


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I find the sentence somewhat ierily apropo.
24 December 2009 @ 09:57 pm

Rin will get a package via the mail. Inside is a hand-knit blue sweater bearing the uchiha fan with a matching set of socks - all adult sized, a stuffed bear - also knit and bearing the clan emblam, and a knit girl doll wearing a (removable) knit dress with the clan emblam; there is also a simple knit kimono that fits on the doll. The package is accompanied with a card that has a somewhat generic holiday sentiment. The card also indicates that the bear is for Arashi.

Sai will get a package containing some ink, brushes, and a caligraphied scroll done up in the traditional style. The picture inside is of a still pond in a bamboo forest with an acompanying hiku. The card is somewhat personal and includes a line about remembering about the promise to pose for him.
02 December 2009 @ 01:15 am
[note postdated to earlier in the evening/afternoon]

Some days, I just cannot stand civillians. They are just so petty and hurtful; taking great joy in the misfortune of others.

I was shopping for food in the market over by the Akimichi clan neighborhood when I had the dubious pleasure of being in the vicinity of a pair of utter harpies who were taking great delight in basically bullying a poor woman.

The vileness spewing from their mouths was utterly appauling. You just DO NOT harass a woman who has just lost a baby through a miscarriage by making comments either directly to her or indirectly about her in such a manner that she is sure to overhear about her recent abortion.

Now I may not have ever been pregnant or had a child and it is likely that (much to my disapointment) I never will, and I may be an acomplished assassin who has been sent on missions where my target was an infant, but the utter venom you spit in your spite is simply unforgivable. I have met S-class enemy shinobi - shinobi, who I might add, are the worst of the worst and engage in such immoral, reprehensible, and (Gai forgive me) unyouthful acts as killing for the sheer fun of it and pedophilic rape - who are less soulless and evil than you.

I hope all your future pregnancies end in miscarrages, still births, or situations where an abortion is medically necesary, you die as alone and miserable as you deserve; no friends, no family, and that you rot in the deepest pits of hell where even the resident devils fear to tred.
Current Mood: enragedenraged
15 November 2009 @ 09:27 pm
Rin will recieve, rather late in the day, a package. Inside wil be a knitted jacket in a deep green with black accenting, a couple of (empty) sealing scrolls, and a small fabric kit-bag with an Uchiha fan stitched onto the face of it. The kit-bag has compartments for medical equipment such as suturing needles and thread, pre-cut bandages, scalples, pills, and the like. There is a hand drawn card wishing her a Happy Birthday from Miyuki.